Linda Nagata: the blog at Hahví.net


Sample Sunday – Memory

Sunday, April 3rd, 2011

UPDATED July 14, 2013: I haven’t done a “Sample Sunday” for a while, so I thought I’d bring this back up to the front for a day.

MEMORY is “science fiction that feels like fantasy.” Click here to read a very flattering recent review by science fiction author and blogger Tobias Buckell. Click here for places to buy MEMORY.

CHAPTER 1

Memory by Linda NagataWhen I was ten I had a blanket that was smooth and dark, with no light of its own until I moved and then its folds would glitter with thousands of tiny stars in all the colors of the stars in the night sky. But the pale arch that appears at the zenith on clear nights and that we call the Bow of Heaven never would appear on my blanket–and for that I was glad. For if there was no Heaven, I reasoned, then the dead would always be reborn in this world and not the next, no matter how wise they became in life.

This was always a great concern for me, for my mother was the wisest person I knew and I feared for her. More than once I schemed to make her look foolish, just to be sure she would not get into Heaven when her time came. When my antics grew too much she would turn to my father. With a dark frown and her strong arms crossed over her chest she would say, “We have been so very fortunate to have such a wild and reckless daughter as Jubilee. Obviously, she was sent to teach us wisdom.” My father would laugh, but I would pout, knowing I had lost another round, and that I must try harder next time.

I seldom suffered a guilty conscience. I knew it was my role to be wild–even my mother agreed to that–but on the night my story begins I was troubled by the thought that perhaps this time I had gone too far. (more…)